It’s the nice guys that throw everything off balance. See, with the assholes, we know what to expect. They fuck us over, and we acknowledge that, because we already know they are the assholes. But then when the nice guys come swooping in, and we know they are the nice guys, we expect them to BE the nice guys. We don’t expect them to fuck us over. So that’s when it really hits us. I didn’t cry over the asshole. I cried over the nice guy. The nice guy that claims, damn, that guy was an asshole, he doesn’t know what he’s missing. The nice guy that I tell, no I don’t want to start anything with you, the nice guy that was just a friend, but then claims how he likes me and is so interested in me. The nice guy that says how real he is, and how honest he is, and how he could never do anything to hurt me like the asshole did. Except I don’t want to be with the nice guy, because I, that’s right, ME: I don’t want to hurt the nice guy by making him a rebound after the asshole. My fault for thinking it would be my fault. Nope, he’s the one doing ninja shit on my brain, making me like him and me keeping it hidden, still saying I don’t want anything because I don’t want to hurt him. Then the nice guy does this funny thing, and we call it, being an asshole. Fucking me over. Just like asshole his evil cousin. Just like the person he said he could never be like, he would never. Well this little lesson teaches us kids, the whole saying “nice guys finish last,” well there’s a fucking reason for it! They deserve it for coming off as the SUPPOSED “NICE GUY” when they’re really just an asshole and fake about it. I have more respect for the asshole because at least they KNOW they are the asshole and don’t try to pretend.
I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken - and I’d rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived.
People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that’s what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that’s holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life. A true soul mate is probably the most important person you’ll ever meet ,because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then they leave.
(Source: quote-book)
Every closed eye is not sleeping, and every open eye is not seeing.
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Lyrics from Coldplay’s “Yellow”
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jenniferghx asked: I LOVE PARAMORE(:
aha, take it you do too?x
Haha, they are my all time favoritestttt band:)
XD
I just got out of class & I’m bored, so I’m going to upload more pics I took from the Paramore concert. (:
They’re not that amazing photo-wise, but they all are because of Hayley Williams, haha. :))
Graduated.
I graduated, class of 2010, in June this year. I didn’t see much change, but then again, I’ve moved. Anyways, I just noticed, that things are actually changing a lot. People are changing, becoming their own individuals, going their separate ways. You see couples that have been together for years; breaking up. You see friends that have been friends since kindergarten; saying their goodbyes, or worse off, hating each other. There’s many situations going on right now, and it makes me sad thinking that that chapter in our lives is over. The people you’ve been with through all these years, and after seeing them practically everyday for these past years, having to say goodbye to them, and the fact is, you probably won’t see them again. I know, it’s how life goes. A chapter ends, and a new one begins. It might be hard to let go, though. It’s time for everyone to start their future, even if it excludes all the others in their past, to leave the past in the past. Everyone going off to college, or a work field. Time to meet new people, and explore new things, start a new adventure in our lives. Maybe it’s a blessing in disguise, but it still saddens me. Oh well, I wish them all good luck in their lives.
Wow I cannot believe this girl, how deranged can you be to want to throw a bunch of puppies into a river? Rrhttyjtyj. I would throw that girl into the river.
